Hy name is Sara, with the 'a' behind. I love green!I love black!I love pink! :D My mama says success follows by experiences so get more of it. I dun care what people might think.
You are born alone and you die alone...The fact that married life will change?Na^^^^you always be alone....Just keep on moving and be happy for what It meant for you...
Saturday, October 09, 2010
Its been a while since I was lazy to put my finger on the keyboard to type some words on the blog...Raya is over...Got fews photo in my facebook...I said I want to quit my job previous post..but..it turn out we dun have enough saving...so I reapply back rythm and hues without i even know it...I dunno why i did apply again...I still confuse on leaving my job and go to the program since the program is not yet confirm my job..So if i fail ..then I would definitely risk my job..Well..tough decision...I did told my mother on the phone..about this and she's not really want me to quit my job now..she wants me to continue my master degree...same goes to my father..I guess...I'm feel stress out and down...I'm 28 for God sake!!where is my direction?I have no idea...
Today..I was lazy to do anything..I got the same entry test yet I felt so..out of interest.Before I put my finger on my laptop..I have some discussion with lan..I would want to call it an argument but discussion would be a decent word.I know he do collect porn stuff..before I even met him....some collection of sexy lady...bigger boobs....but..I dun give a damn shit..since during study..he do some modelling stuff ....But now..seeing all the woman....even some stranger who post photos in some social network..(even the gurls only wear some normal cloth..a look a bit sexy)..he do have the gut to collect them...It makes me wonder for awhile of his interest..Am I not that good to him?he do mention I got a beautiful body yet..he never even want to take my picture and collect..I don;t find any of my sexy photos..in his laptop..except only 1 wedding picture..How does that make you feel being a wife?Yeah...just say..it..I know it is normal for many other guys seeing some porn shit but collecting some normal sexy..gurl..photos in some social network....and even collect a webcam pictures of other woman photos....it is not something ordinary..I guess..
I know i am not a good wife...I did not cook...I did not have a gut to serve him in my sister's place..like he want me to.....I did not even go out from the room..to accompany him to watch movies with my brother in law...He is a responsible man...very nice indeed..but that shit makes me..don't want to have any interconnection with him..might as well..he fuck with the pictures he had..rather than seeing me being....naked...hahahaha...
It is good not to have readers..reading my blog..and for some reason by writing this..I felt much more better...
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